One day I hope to realize that I need to stop putting myself in these terrible situations with men. It happens over and over and the worst part is that I know exactly whats going on yet I like it. I like being ignored. I like being treated like crumbs. WTF is wrong with me.
My “friend” situations are only getting more and more complicated, straight up I hate girls I don’t understand how you friend them. There is always some sort of backstabbing,shit talking and jealousy going on. I know one girl that I can trust my everything to, one or two possibles. I just don’t understand the concept of friendship maybe. Because to me it always seems like an ass kissing contest whoever kisses the most ass has the most friends. Not that thats the goal of life but hey being social doesn’t hurt. But sorry I’m not puckering up anytime soon.
And “baggage” is on the fritz right now, after 7 months of being seperated from me he has finally realized that all the cheap pussy in the world will never replace me. I honestly feel sorry for him. There is no way in hell that we would ever end up together again after al the cheating and lying that went on. Sad, but life goes on.
I think ill go into social hibernation for a while. Just me, school, my macbook, weeds, and Foxy. :) Yay!! Moving downtown on friday I cannot wait!
